Same old love

Fixated by your existence I use you
as a benchmark for anyone new I meet.
It’s bit too much obsession I know
‘cause connections always take time to materialize.
But I’m a little harsh when it comes to compromises,
like a mountain I stand, my hands stretched, in my own path,
demanding that I drop the weight off my shoulder
or go home.
So, I go home
with my elephant heart.
I know I must cut the threads I keep pulling
in hopes they’ll pull you back to me,
but I tell myself to wait a little longer
on the same old love.
And when I slip in our bed, I cry, I masturbate
and fall asleep.

6 Comments Add yours

  1. crimsonposy says:

    Understood completely.

  2. Oloriel says:

    The opening lines are very defining. How does on let go off that?
    Hope you are doing well, and thanks for the talk we had; trying to start writing again and thank you for helping with that.

    1. NEKNEERAJ says:

      I’m doing fine, thank you. So glad I could trick you into writing again 🙂

  3. For almost all men, this is so relatable. Well written.

  4. LAMarcom says:

    Brilliant Post My Friend.
    Very happy to have swerved onto your blog.

    Please allow a little spam from me:

    “What you don’t know about women is a lot.”

  5. LAMarcom says:

    Please allow me one more spam. This post of yours hits so close to my home.
    Thank you

    Women (I Know) I KNOW

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